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زندگي را معنا بخشيد اما... چند صباحي است كه اقاقي ها حديث تلخ

رفتن تو را در كوچه باغ شهر زمزمه مي كنند . كاش بودي ! كاش

بودي تا با ترانه ي نگاهت هم صداي چكاوك هاي عاشق مي خواندم كه

" زندگي بي تو معنا ندارد

Emrooz eshghaaam omaaad bahaash chaat kardaaaam... Sard bood baham ama nagoftesh ke nemikhadaaam..

khodayaaa mamnonaaaaaaaaam chegahd zood arezoomo baroberde kardiii merciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

Ta vaghti eshgham hast halam khobee... divonevaaar doosesh daraam ashegheshaaam midonam onaaam doosam daree.. ama az bas aziatesh kardamo behesh harf zadaaaam halesh bade...

ishalla betonam barash behtariin bashaaam ta halee eshgham hamishee khob basheee... Bainke doros hesabi bar nagashte vali hamin ke emroz omado bahash chatidaaaam baraaam behtariin rooz bood.. bade ye haftee engar donyaro behem dadan..

Vaghti pm dad harchi ghamo ghose dashtamo harchi dardi ke to in ye hafte keshidam hamash faramosham shod.. to ye lahze khoshhali tamome vojodamo gereft.. khodaayaa man ashegheshaaaaaam komakam kon ta betonam behesh sabet konam ke divonevar mikhameesh...

Eshghaam dooset daraaaaam ta hamisheee

Rastii in akhar begam.. vase azizi ke nazar dadi gofti age emam reza betalabe chi azash mikham.. man joz eshgham hichi az in donyao az khodao emamash nemikham.. eshgham basheee tamome daraimo daram.. Age mano mitalabid fagaht eshghamo arezoo mikardam ke hamishe kenaram negahesh dare...  

panj rooze azam doori eshgham.. chera nemiay chera khaste nemishiii chera kam nemiariii.. chand rooz dige bayad khire be gooshim basham ta zang bezaniii.. daram divonee misham yekarii kooon

Biaaa digeeee eshghaaaaaaaam khahesh mikonaaam biaaaa.... bekhodaaa fahmidam eshtebaaah kardaaaaam hamashoo jobran mikonam too faghat biaaa pashimonet nemikonaaam... biaa pisham bash delam barat kheylii tang shodee kheyliiiiiiii..

khodaayaa to ke midonesi che zajrai keshidam.. to ke az zendegim khabar dashti chera baz gozashti ashegh sham vaghti akharesh velam mikonan.. man nemitonam az morim begzaram khodaa nemitonam faramoshesh konam behem bar gardooneesh khaheeesh mikonaaaaam behem bareshgardoooon karii kon biaaad...

EShghaam miaaad midonaam miaaad onam asheghaaamee asabanie midonam ama asheghameeee

Divonevar dooset daram azizam biaa pishaaaam harjor ke to bekhay misham ta rabetamon khob she ta ashegham bemoni ta razii bashiiii ghoool midaaaam to faghaat biaaaa...

Dishab bishtare chataye gahdimemono khondaaam to kheylii doosam dashtiii man ghadr nadonestaaaam... biaa hamasho jobran mikonaaam biaaaaa khaste shodam dige keshesh nadaraaaam daram mimiraaaaaam biaa pishaaaaam bargaaaaaaaaard...

cheghad dige bayad azab bekesham ta bas koni biaay ?? cheghad digee geryeee konaam ta biaaay man divonevaar asheghetaam khahesh mikonaaam befaaaahmmm. :((

Khodayaaaaa daraaam mimiraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam eshghamo behem bargardoooon....

Age eshgam biad webo bekhone fek mikone faramoshesh kardam ke emroz chizi naneveshtam barash...na bekhoda az sob jai bodam ke das resi be net nabod .. in doori dare jonamo migire.. hichi az gelom pain nemiree majboram ba serom zende bemonam... mamanamina fek mikonan sarma khordam vase ineke chizi nemitonam bokhoramo chesham ashk miado gelom gerefte.. Dige kasi nemidonee ke doorie eshgham dare divonam mikone..

Man nemifahmam nemifahmam chetori mitone bikhial bashe.. chikar dare mikonee kash hadeaghal migoft chera yeho gheydamo zad.. khoda kone kas digei nabashe to zendegiiish ba in nemitonam besazam.. inke eshghe man dastesh to daste kas digei basheee... ya be yeki dige bege dooset daram.. man eshtebah ziad kardam midonaaam bekhoda bargarde hamasho jobran mikonam hamashoooo daram divoneee misham chera in 2 hafte tamom nemishe ke biad begee doosam dare cheraa?? :((

Nemitonam faramoshesh konam.. nemitonam azash begzaram.. nemitonaaam ..harroz ke migzare fek mikonam farda dige bikhialesh misham.. ama nemishe harroz bishtar migzare bishtar deltangesh misham bishtar zendegim bedone on jahaname bishtar daghoon misham...

chera enghad asheghesham chera inhame gand zadam to rabetamon.. kash mishod bargardam be ghadim kash mishod az aval bebinamesh bahash ashna sham asheghesh sham... age mishod hichvaght aziatesh nemikardam delesho nemishkastam... hichvaaaaaaaaght kochikesh nemikardam..

man divonevar asheghesham man zendegimo barash midam on chetori mikhad azam begzare chera daghonim dige barash mohem nis.. chera dige behem fekr nemikonee chera nemiad bebine zendeam ya morde..

onke hata ghahr mikardim delesh nemiomad off kone bere invis mimond ta ashti konim chetori hala in hame roooze azam boriiidee o asan halamam nemiporse.. chetori geryamo mishnaveo bara khodesh nemizare... chetorii mitonee?? mage ashegham nis? mage divonam nabood.. harchi mige bavar nadaram nemidonam chera mikhad azash beboram velesh konam.. yani kas digeio dare ke dare dele mano mishkane velesh konam?? naaaaaa man bavaram nemishee eshgham miaaaad miaad bazam pisham faghat mikhad bebine cheghad doosesh daram...

Vaghti biad hichi besh nemigam, hamash idimo chek mikonam goshimo chek mikonam bebinam pm dade sms dade zang zade... khabaaariii niiist... daram divone mishaam khodaayaaaa nafasaaamo behem bargardoon daram az beyn miraaam... eshghamoo bargardoon behem indafe ghadreshoo midonaaam..

man divoneevar mikhameesh montazeresh mimonaaaam ta joon daram.. hichkaso andaze on nakhastamo nemikham .. tagahte az dast dadaanesho nadaram...

kash to asabaniatam aziatesh nemikardam harfaye del shekan nemizadam.. midonam barash sakhte harfamo hazm kone amaaa bekhoda pashimonam az inke zadameshoon... daraaaam mimiraam mortezaaaa toroo ghoran bargard pisham eshghaaam :-*

Dige taghate doritoo nadaraaam zendegiiim biaa digeee to chetori taghat miarii ?? chetoriiiiiiii :(((

Dige taghate doriisho nadaram... Hata to khabamam bahame.. khab didam zangidam behesh onam delesh baram tang shode bod :(( goft miad pashodam khoshhal bodam fek kardam vagheiaatee.. goshimo negah kardam didam hich zangi nis fahmidam khab bod.. behesh zang zadaaam shayad hamon harfai ke to khabam zado bezane ama aslan javab nadad.. yanii alan kojast ?? dare chikar mikoneeee

Khodayaa hazeram hamechimo bedam ono behem bar gardooni rabetamon mesle .ghadiima she ke divonevar asheghe ham bodiim...Nazr kardam rooze begiram

ta biad

Migeee nemikhaaaaaaaaameeeeeeeeeeet khodaaaaaaa migee dige nemitonaaam ... migee asabeshoo khord mikonam.. akhee bi ensafee khodaa.. daghonie man asabesho khord mikone?? man daram mimiraaaam chera nemifahmee. ye ki do hafte chejori taghaat biaaraaaam... chejoriiiiiiiiiiiiiii vaghtiii 2 roooz naboesh intorii daghonam karde yeki do hafte chejoriii taghat biaraaaaam daraaam mimiraaaam khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

behem mige velam kon onii ke yeroz vasam mimordo khahesh mikard velesh nakonam hala mige velam kon... akhe chejoriii??? chejorii velesh konaaaam chejoriiiiii????? nemitonaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam harchi migam nemitonaaaaam nemifahmeeeeee migee mitoniii chand vaght begzare faramosham mikoniii nemikonam nemitonaam daram mimiraaam saraaam dare miterekeeeeee.... daghone daghoonaaam nemifahmeee...

akhe age asheghesh nabodaaam injaa inhame zer mizaadaaam?? age asheghesh nabodaaam behesh zang mizadaaam ??? age asheghesh nabodaaam inhamee barash geryeee mikardaaaaaaam??? ageee asheghesh nabodam nabodaneshdivoonaaam mikaard???

hame mifahman ashegheshaaam hamee joz khodeeesh.... ooon hata razi be margaaam shodee....

oonhame az eshgh migoft onhame az asheghi migoft... hala mige mikhasam kam kam velet konaaaam khoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa man nemitonaaaam man daraaam mimiraaaaam messeee divonehaaa shodaaam... halam az khodam beham mikhoreee... age iran bodam age pishesh bodam motmaenan be pasham mioftadaaaaaaaaaam....

man midonam on mano vase khodam mikhast... midonam asheghe khodam boood.. hata age khodesh bege vase eghamat mikhastamet o hala dige nemikham biam onvar vase hamin toro nemikhaaam.. bavaraaam nemisheeee... nemitonaaam bavar konaam doroogh migee mikhad del bekanam azash... ama man deel nemikaaanaaam man velesh nemikonaaaam man nemitonaaam nemikhaaaaam..

hich kas dige be delam nemishiinee hichkaso dige nemikham man fagaht ono mikham... mige inhame pesar boro ba onaa.. akhe har pesari ke to nemishee baraam chejorii beraaam...??? nemitonaaaam befaaahm eshghaam nemitonaaam....

too bar migardii pishaaaam miay kenaraam mimoniiii midonaam toam manoo mikhaay harcheghadaam begii nemikham bavaram nemishee nemitonam bavar konaaam...

nemitonaaaaaaaaaaaam be ki begam nemitonaaam.... khodaayaa cheraa nemikhad biad mesle ghabl ashege ham bashiim on bekhad hamechiii doros mishee....

cheraaa zendegiim intoriii shodee cheraaaaaaaa daram divoonee mishaaaaam cheraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

too in 3-4 mah harchi gofte mikhamet dorogh bodee?? bavaram nemishee bavar nemikonaaam nemitonam bavar konam ke oon mano nakhad... nemitonaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam

خيلي سخته که بغض داشته باشي ، اما نخواي کسي بفهمه ...

 خيلي سخته که عزيزترين کست ازت بخواد فراموشش کني ...

 خيلي سخته که سالگرد آشنايي با عشقت رو بدون حضور خودش جشن بگيري ...

 خيلي سخته که روز تولدت ، همه  بهت تبريک بگن ، جز اوني که فکر مي کني به خاطرش زنده اي ...

 خيلي سخته که غرورت رو به خاطر يه نفر بشکني ، بعد بفهمي دوست نداره ...

 خيلي سخته که همه چيزت رو به خاطر يه نفر از دست بدي ،

 اما اون بگه : ديگه نمي خوامت

Az diroz hanooz khabari azash nis.. Na halamo porsidee na inke salem residam khone ya naa.. ASan barash mohem nis khoshe dige chikaresh mishe kard.. dare tanhai halesho mikone ba dostasho familesh... mane badbakht inja daram mimiram faghat onke eyne khialesh niist..

Fek mikardam hadeaghal ye zang mizane bebine residam khone halam khobe on yaro mozaheme rafte ya na ama engar na engar.. bad mige dooset daram akheee in chejor doos dashtanieee????? maloome vase delkhoshim pa tel goft ke geryamo bas konam.. harfash to text jedii bode... neidonaam chikar konam khaste shodam...

ghablan ke dostam dep bodan vase ye pesar migoftam baw bikhial inhame pesar, haleshono nemifahmidaam be hichvaj.. hamash migoftam vase kasi bemir ke vasat tab kone.. hala halo rooze khodamo bebin chi bodaam chi shodammm...

Daram divone misham alan kojas dare chikar mikone ba kie? khosh bodanesho ke motmaenaam haast... motmaenam fahmide asheghesham montazeresh mimonam dare aziatam mikone.. dige khialesh rahat shode ke harvaght biad man hastam... vase hamin dige barash ahamiati nadaram... dige nemikhad ashegham bemonee faghat mikhad zajram bede...

khodaya komakam kon komakam kon besham hamoni ke bodam, hamoni ke  bi heso ehsas bod hamoni ke  harki bye midad barash mohem nabod rahat migzasht.. halam az khodam beham mikhoree doos daram bemiraaam ama intori kharo zalile kasi nabashaaam.. doos daraaaaaaam beraaam az in donyaa.. midoni on hata did paye tel nafasam gerefte nemitonam nafas bekesham baz telo ghat kard ye  lahze fek nakard age nesfe shab to khiabon tanha saram gij bere bioftam chi mishe asan barash ahamiaatiii nadaaaasht...

AZabaaaaaam midee khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa azabaaaaaaaaaaaaam mideeee daraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam mimiraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam chikaaar konaaaaaaaaaaam :(( cheraaaaaaaaaaaaaa intori shode zendegiiim cheraaaaaaaa intori shodam man

Chi shode on hame ehsas ino hargez nemidonam dige basame shekastam nemikham ashegh bemonam... vaghean shekastaaaam khaste shodam.. Harchi bishtar asheghesh misham mikham bahash basham on badtar mikonee chera rasme zamone intori shodde? chera vase harki mimiri azat door mishe?? cheraaaa??

hamash mige ghablan ke man az to badtar bodam ghadr naonesti.. akheee bi ensaaf mage hale man khob bod?? khodesh geryehamo did khodesh on mogheam daghoniaamoo did ... fek karde faghat khodesh halesh baad bood... kash mifahmiiiiiiiiiidd kash ghadr midonest kaash eshghamo nadide nemigereft...

saram dare mitereke ba soalaye bijavab fekrayiii ke be hichjaaa nemiresseeee hezaro yek kasho ama kee dare jonamo migiree... yanii kojaast?? cheraaaa intori mikone baham.. oni ke ashkamo midid geryash miegreft hala chera be geryeham mikhande??? oni ke 1 roz bedone man nemimond hala cheraa mikhad 1 mah azam door bashee?? midonaam in dori vase joftemon khobee midonaam shayad baes she nazdiktar shim beham... ama emkanam dare dige kolan sard shim.. man to in ye mah mimiraaam hano 1 rooz shode daram divooone misham mese jenazeha yeja oftadam vase khodam gerye mikonam...

Geryeye bi seda ke hichkas nashnavee kheylii dardnakee... kash zoodtar biad kaash befahmee ke ma male hamim befahme cheghad asheghesham.. kash onam delesh tang she onam kam biare onaaam biaaad ta baham bashiiim.... kaaaaaaaaaaaashhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!! :((

 به سـلامتی کسی که بــراش اشکــــــ ریـختـم و رفــــت واسـه رفیقاش تعـریفــــ کــــرد و خـنـدیــــ ــد

Daghoontar az hamisheam... Gijaaam gom shodaaam.. Bi roohaaam.. Nemifahmaaam.. Engaar khabam.. kash az in khab pashaam khoadaaa kash hamash ye dorogh bashe ye emtahan ye shokhi nemidonam.. Daram mimiram eyne khialesh nis.. man zar mizanam on mikhande.. man daram mimiram on ba pesar amosh biron gardeshe.. Khodayaa chegahd bi arzesh shodam cheghad kochik shodam cheghad tahghiir shodam ... Cheraa vase chi ? vase kii ?

Nemifamam che margame.. Chera intori mikonam chera intori shodam.. AKhe man kee az hame migzashtam.. Man ke nemizashtam kasi kochikam konee chera pishe in enghad kochik misham baz divonevar mikhamesh,,, Chera harcheghad delamo mishkane baz mibinamesh yadam miree karasho khodamo moghasere hamechi midonam??

To khiaboon zar mizadam eyne khialeesh nabood... DAshtam khafe mishodaam goft karat roo asabee byee dad raft.. Hata baz nazangid bebine salem residam khone onvaghte shabb.. Bainke goftam ye pesare dare aziat mikone donbalame rahat telo khamosh kard.. Asan negarane halam nashod.. Shenid nafasam gerefte bala nemiaad bazam eyne khialesh nabood...

Khodaya man bayad chikar konam? beram bemoonaam doosesh dashte basham nadashte basham ? hezaran baar khastam bikhialesh sham khastam digee doosesh nadashte basham azash del bekanam faramoshesh konam.. beram ta yeroz befahme o ghadre eshghamo bedonee.. amaa bazaaam nemitonaaam daste khodaam nist nemitonaam..

Yebar intori shekast khordam tamome arezoamo bakhtam inbar nemitonam.. nemitonam faramosh konam nemitonam pasham dobare.. nemitonam kenar biam.. Akhe mage chikar kardam chand mah ke mese adam bodam harchi behtar shodam badtar shod harchi garmtar shodam sardtar shod..

Chera donya intori shode?? vase kasi ke mimiri mahalet nemide.. ama ta nadone ashegheshi hamekar barat mikone chera ??

ye maho mikhad chikar kone ? yani mitone taghat biare yani vaghean delesh tang nemishe... goft doosam nadare ashegham nis mano nemikhad goft age doosam dari boro.. akhe yeki nis behesh bege bi ensaaf chetori beram ?? chetori begzaram? chetori faramoshet konam? chetori davoom biaram vaghtii kole zendegim toiii vaghtii divonevar asheghetam vaghti hichkas joz to be delam nemishine.. vaghti fekre inke dige nabinameto ba yeki dige khosh bashi o begi ashegheshi divoonam mikonee chetorii beram??

boghz dare khafam mikonee kash rooz bood khone nemiomadam biron mimondam bezar mardom negam konan begaan divonaaas... ama kash midonesan divoneye kiaam.. divoneye kasi ke dige barash arzeshi nadaram.. kasi ke hata vay nastad befahme mozaheme rafte ya na to khiabon nesfe shab mano tako tanha gozashto raft.. kasi ke be rahati telo ghaat kardo dige negaranamam nashood..

bazii vaghta doos daram azash motenafer sham.. dos daram bezangam begam baram arzeshii nadarii begaaam dige nemikhamet be rahati miram az pishet... ama 2 min bad khodam az in harfam geryam migire.. vaghti aloo migee boghzam mitereke... vaghti be rahati bye midee doos daraaam bemiraaam.. shayad ba mordanam befahme asheghesham aziatam nakone ba royaham zendegii konee.. ama baeed midonam onke ba khodam nemikhad bashe bade mordanamam do rooze faramosham mikone..

Mortezaye man divonevar ashegham bood textasho bavar nemikardam on migofti man khahesh mikardam nare... Ehsas mikonam ba goh yeki shodam.. vaghti migoft nemikhameto ba kamale poroi migoftam mikhaay baz migoft na nemikham ...

Paye tel goft az asabaniat boode ama baeed midonam karash hamash in harfasho sabet mikonee.. paye telam did daram gerye mikonam khafe misham az roo delsoozi goft ke az ro asabaniat boode..

goft miaad gooft yekam tanha bashe miad.. akhe adam mage az eshghesham jodaii mikhad ? kodoom ashegh doos dare ye modat eshghesho nabinee.. akhee chetoriiiiii vaghtii tamome nafasami vaghti kole arameshamiii chetoriii azam mikhay taghat biaram ??? chetoriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii??

midonam dige barat mohem nisam midonam ta ye mah dige be yevaretam hesabam nemikonio asan halamam nemiporsi... hata motmaenam nisam ye mah dige baz biay pisham harchi pa tel gofti az ro delsozii vase delkhoshim goftii...

man asheghetam montazeret mimonam ama ziad montazeram nazar.. ba dori az ham hamechi badtar mishee... vaghtii biay sardtar mishim az ham door tar mishim.. joda bodan az ham farare... na rahe haal.

Daram divone misham chesham misooze saram dare mitereke kash bekhabam pa nasham ya hade aghal pa shodam bezange o fek konam hameye ina khab bodee. ..

nemifahmaaam hichiiii nemifahmaaam giijaaaaaam engar tamome vojodamo koshtee bashan... harf mizanam rah miram valiii hichii nemifahmam engar faghat jesmam ... hichkas halamoo nemifahmee hichkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas.... hichvaght fek nemikardam yerooz intorim konee... enghad rahat behem bege boro.. khodaaaaaaaaaaaaa chikar bayad bokonaaaam .... bokosh rahat sham :((

Delam barash tang shode... inke nemidonam chandrooz mikhad azam door bashe asabamo daghoon mikone... kashh zoodtar biad.. vaghti midonam ke hast ba inke on nis ya pishamam nis bazam aromam.. ama vaghti midonam neitonam besh bezangam ya off bezaram divoneee misham.,.

yani onam delesh baram tang shode? yani oonam alan to fekrame? sob off gozasht neidonam mikhad biad pisham.. ya mikhase yechi dige bege .. javab dadam zangidam ama hanoo javab nadade.. mikham bezaram tanha bashee rahat bashe fekr kone mikham rabetamono doros konim harjoor ke shode ama doorish azabam mide... divoonam mikone... cheghad dige bayad azab bekesham ta vase hamishe pisham bemone doosam dashte bashe.. cheghad dige bayad gerye konam ta hameye moshkelamon haal she.. khase shodaaaaaaaaam ama ashegheshaam nemitonaam begzaram azash :((

Dishab kheyli harfa besh zadam ke pashimonam.. asabi bodam ye chizai goftam ke badtar az khodam ranjoondamesh.. khodaya to ke midoni man cheghad asheghesham chera kari nemikoni khodesham befahme??

offesh che manzorii dasht mikhad biad bemone onam az dorii khase shode? yani nemikhad tanha bashe :( kash intor bashee .. vaghti midonam nemnitonam bahash beharfam delam az hamishe bishtar bara khodesho sedash tang mishe.. dishab asan doos nadashtam ghat konam age majbor nabodam ta sob miharfidam keee diirtar bere..

Divonevar deltangesham khodayaa zoodtar eshghamo bar gardoon mese ghablan ke bham bod miparastidam divonevar ashegham bood kari kon baz eshghemon hamontori shee man kheyli mikhameesh kheyliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kash befahme... kash biad pisham bemone kash ..................

 Deltangetam azize delam.. hichi azat nemikham faghat baz ashegham bash.. baz hamejore male khodam bash..

Divonaaaaaashaaam khodaaaaaaaaa chera nemifahmeeee :((

Delam gerefte... khodaaaaaaaaaaaaa bazaaam azam dooor shod... dige doosam nadare dige barash mohem nisam... emrozaam ke goft mikhad tanha bashe nemidonam miad ya nemida... daram mimiram delam barash hichi nashodee tang shode... in ahange webo hamash barash mineveshtam ahange dare divoonam mikone... ama toro nadaram ...!!! ashkamo dar avord.. khodayaa har adami eshtebah mikone khodesh eshtebah nakarde?? mana hanoozam divoonevar doosesh daraam khodaaaaaaaa nemikham joda sham...  man divonasham.. hetor mitone intori kone chetor mitoneee azam door bashe on ke ye satam davoom nemiavord ghablan hala harjor shode mikhad tanha bashe ..

khodaayaa baram zoor dare vaghti nis shabo roozam geryas ama migee barat arzeshi nadaram ashegham nisi dige bayad chikar konam ??

akhe manam adamam... del daram khodaaaaaaaa daram divonee misham..

omadam be ghole khodam to weblog textasho bekhonam on moghei ke doosam dasht matlab gozashte bood onaaam niaaan hamashoon pak shodeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... chikar konaaaaaam?? daram divonee mishaam... kaaash kassh mishod gomo goor sham hichkas dasesh behem narese,, beram jai ke khodamamo khodam hichkas mano nashnase... kash mishod manam mese on sangdel sham kash mishod az delam bironesh konam behesh fek nakonam.. kash manam mitonesam ba tanhai o bedone oon khosh basham besazaam..

khodayaa yani bazam miad ? yani alan chikar mikone ? khoshe ? bedone man zendegish khobe? to ke on balai midoni hale joftemono age vagheaan khoshe tamome ashkam fadaye ye tare mohash nazar bargarde beza bere bese be khoshie khodesh..

harkari kardam ke bemone.. ke ashegham bemoone.. ke pishaam bemoonee. chi shooooooood?? harkaar goft kardaaaaaam chii shoooooood??

chera halo roozam in shode?.. man ke rahat migzashtam man ke rahat faramosh mikardam ... chera ino nemitonam ? chera enghad azab mikesham saresh ? cheraaaaaa? dige khaste shodam mikham beram beraaam az in donya az pishe in adamaa... mikham tanha basham khodaa hichkas nabashe enghad tanha basham ke boland gerye konam.. jiigh bezanam hichkas nage che margetee dad nazan...

doos daram enghad boland gerye konam ke hameye in boghzai ke naterekid... hameye in geryehai ke bezoor bi sedashon kardam ta kasi nashnave.. jobran she.. mikhaaaam aaz eshghesh begzaram ama nemitonam.. mikham pisham bashe vaghti nis mese divoneham..

Saram dare miterekeee... in ahangaaam dardamo bishtar mikone... ay delbaram ay delbar ey az hame aziztar ey to mara hamekas dashtane to mara bas... khodayaaa man ke ino be donya nemidam... man ke bekhateresh ba hame dava kardam.. man ke bekhateresh jolo hame vay misam.. cheraa in tori mikone ? chera azabam mide... ..

Chera nemikhad eshghemon kharab nashe? chera nemikhad mese ghadim hame hasrate eshghemono bokhoran... man ke harchi goft goosh kardam... man hanozam divonevar asheghesham baram sakhte ke bebinaam dige doosam nadare bebinam barash arzeshii nadaram... hano chand saatam az byesh nemigzare ama daram divoone misham.. nemikham pm bedam bezangam nemikhaam mozahemesh sham goft tanhash bezaram fekr kone.. rastam mige door bashim ye modat khobe vase joftemon.. mitarsaaam mitarsam...,,!!!

Mimiraam age sayaat nabashe roo sare man :bz ...

cheghad harf zadam... hala ta sob mishinam vase khodam text mikonam shayad yeroz bekhone inaro.. shayad befahme cheghad mikhamesh...

ASheghoone dooset daram Mortezam :-x

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